Todd Agnew: Still Here Waiting

It's cold outside
Or is that just the chill I feel inside from standing here
Steeping in my shame
I can't deny
I'm surrounded by the very thing You freed me from
That's why I can't come home

I don't know where I turned around
From chasing what I always found completed me
More than I could dream
I don't know why I can't remain
Safe here where I always came to meet with you
And You always met with me
And You're still here waiting

I fail to see
Why You'd still be waiting to forgive me
After all that I have done
But I cannot say
That one time I returned and You had turned away
Your love never fails

And You say, “Come home” and You'll be there
And I can run into Your arms

And I don't know where I turned around
From chasing what I always found completed me
More than I could dream
I don't know why I can't remain safe here
Where I always came to meet with You
And You always met with me
And You're still here waiting

You're still here waiting