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This is not the way I thought I would grow
Stuck inside a mood from two weeks ago
People acting colder than winter
Got me feeling jaded, thinner
Try to block it out but it's in my brain
And now I get anxious when I pray
Technically I'm older and bigger
But I feel too young to be this bitter
I been cynical about the way the world works
Taking it to heart, now I'm tired and my soul hurts
I wanna talk to God, but I can't find the words
And if I find 'em I get scared that they might not be heard
My mind is so confusing and the days are getting dark
So tell me that You're moving show me heaven in the stars
God, Your ways are higher than my highs and my lows
Elevate my thoughts to those better than my own
Heavenly Father, won't you show me where You are
'Cause I feel too close to this
Heavenly Father won't you hold me in Your arms
'Cause I'm in the thick of it
I'm close to the issue
Like marrow and tissue
So scared of falling down that solid ground looks see-through
What if all these feelings get the best of me?
Trap me deep inside my mind and throw away the rest of me?
Please God, I don't wanna lose a piece of me, but there's no peace
I been living through the lens of levels of critiques
But God You made the world with Your own breath
I know that You can calm the storm in my own head
Heavenly Father, won't you show me where You are
'Cause I feel too close to this
Heavenly Father won't you hold me in Your arms
'Cause I'm in the thick of it
You draw me out of my situation
And remind me of the celebration
You let me catch my breath
True to the words You said
You draw me out of my situation
And remind me of the celebration
You let me catch my breath
True to the words You said
Heavenly Father, won't you show me where You are
'Cause I feel too close to this
Heavenly Father, won't you show me where You are
'Cause I feel too close to this
Heavenly Father won't you hold me in Your arms
'Cause I'm in the thick of it
Heavenly Father
Heavenly Father
Yeah
Heavenly Father
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